From the pits of Oz

You really look like you come from the pits of gossip and arrogance. The share you have with Joe C. also feeds this perspective. With the way you are coming off, me telling you to hand me a script and nametag is not going to go anywhere. I do not know if the baby's real dad is behind this as well or if Jon Stewart is in the choir of the death threat getting me killed and of having an abortion. The real father has already said he wants an abortion. I had already told him "no."
I am severely offended at this whole thing. I have been shocked often, but I have such a hard time believing that someone would give both me and my baby death threats like that. Wow. It makes it impossible to ask for a script or nametag. The answer is clearly "no," and if I don't have a rescue or anything happens for me and my baby's safety, than I will die with my baby. It seems as if my baby's life is on the line more than mine with how Oz is framing it and if the baby goes, I go.
I don't understand why you would gang up on me with Joe C. or from before Shawn. You may have picked your poison by now, Oz. I'm already skipping the question: "what on earth did I ever do to you, Joe?" and know that I am hated violently for being a snitch. Whether or not I ever decide to be a crackhead in "picking my poison," crack itself, or a person's crack addiction will never ever be worth it. I wouldn't be surprised if there was the predictable holy war with the dog either. I know I've been ignored, but I'll say it again I think the whole thing is desperate and ridiculous.
(I also am not a fool to the lie that happened just a couple of years ago and still exists.)
I did notice that Oz gave different signals later in his show. I'm still extremely offended. I'm not warmed up at all. If you were to accept my "no," over the abortion and reillustrate a plot, I would have the most difficult time acting out any script handed or nametag given if you were to change your mind.
I am also taking note that Giffords is in the spotlight of the news. My reaction? In my sect of the matrix, I did know what the battle was over. While there is no above ground evidence with sexual nazi's and oppression and relentless dead end discrimination; that has been part of the reality of my life. So, to answer Jared's question, it is right to take action against sexual nazi's or any form of discrimination or oppression? For murder or homicide? What if America never fought the holocaust? It is just one of those questions to question oneself of the idea of war itself and the purpose of war. When it comes to life and death, I believe more in a different kind of sentence being served rather than death, such as jail. I should never have to die or be oppressed because of sexual nazi's. I do think they are wrong in every which way. (I already hate to say that I have been connected to her by other people a few times) When given a nametag from somewhere else, I have no idea how to give any response because I have never identified myself as being responsible for supporting or cheering sexual nazis.
As for the real identity of Gaby Giffords and whatever reality, it wasn't something I felt questioned or interrogated with. It was how it was broken down in my view of the reason and drama of the shooting that I was being questioned for Jared's responsibility. I have my own way of siding with him although I don't agree to kill. With some sexual harassments and especially ones from the matrix where there is no evidence, I have wanted the sex offenders to be murdered. I could probably settle if they were jailed, but in the heat of my anger, I would want the sex offenders and assaulters to be murdered. I don't care what the highest form of law is: V for Vendetta. In my view they will always be wrong for the entitlement they give themselves in their sexual abuse.

I think you are a sick man Oz of the things you would insinuate or that you would compare my baby to having a gastic bypass surgery or "lose weight," and have an abortion. You are such a sick man.
If there is further assumption and interrogation over Joe or my father, I find it severely offensive that over so many other sick interrogations, I am being interrogated over them in wanting to have an affair and be their homewrecker. I can't see who you gossip with and how my truth is being twisted. All I can see it your sick assumptions and interrogations. You are so offensive to even question that. "Hell no," to both of them. And if my life is still on the line after the interrogation, my answer will still be the same: If I am not rescued, If the baby dies, I die with her.

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Kelly, personally, I thought most of your show had been a little more light-hearted today except for the ending. If Rob sees me as his child, I'm anorexic to that too. I feel I have been given some kind of hint with some people and what is going on through their minds or their stories. While I do feel some relief that I have some support in being up against Maggie and that she is being exploited as the control freak and how she is wrong, why should any more of my time be wasted? In so many ways, I'm just tired that even when I am the one who has the heads up and not the tails, everything about my life is turned into entertainment. My financial crisis has not been resolved. My work place environments may have a change, but she is just one enemy among so many enemys. It isn't just her, but the entire system that I constantly get damned by.
The end of the show Kelly, the end. Sometimes, it is difficult for me especially in this instance to have a more clear mind. This is too dark for me. It is hard to work through naivety and hold responsibility somewhere. The Randy character does not look like anyone I know. While you may not be responsible for however I am being tested, somebody is. I think it is sick, grotesque, inhumane, absurd, and from an insanely jealous and hateful mind to test someone like that. I don't care if it is from the real military, I look at it as another example to support my view with "Lord of the Flies." Nothing is proved. I already said yesterday that I know I'm not going to win the "tough man contest," so why do some people still continue to bicker over it? I think whoever is doing this is being very psycho, sick, and hateful. If our real military does this, I think it is really sad that our nation is that inhumane. I think it is sad that some people don't know how to control their emotions or whatever hates they have. Nothing is proved but Lord of the Flies. If the military is already going beyond disappointing me, I really don't know where to go to for help. With amnesty, I'm not sure I can even trust them anymore with some associations and the fact that nothing has been resolved. I don't even know how to use it as evidence. This is another example where I would want to do something about it and/or take it to court or even kill over but with how impossible it is to describe the evidence, my life feels helplessly impossible. I shouldn't have to go to jail to defend myself if I were to deservedly murder someone for it.....................
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WTF?

Kelly, I'd give myself the FUNNY OR DIE card over this, but I think no matter what I do and no matter how I express myself or try to be funny on this one, I'm doomed. What is this on your show? Predator week? Of course I count your hubby out. While David, Jim, and Robert have some shares, there are 3 main shares that I focus on that are all local except for Jim. What is going on Kelly? I am being very down to earth and real with myself on this. In directing any conversation to the actual guys, it could or couldn't count. I already feel outnumbered with the locals and would feel more outnumbered with the matrix capitalism. They aren't the only predators but they are a few of the bigger problems that you are getting some close ups of. Like I said, no matter what I say, I'm doomed. Dangerous games dangerous games dangerous games.

Thoughts in my head and how I look at this situation:
(some oldies that have already been said)



I know this song can be very very sexy and has intentional dark sarcasm BUT



And this, come on guys, admit it: The only way to define this relationship is as a STALKER one. You don't have to say or confess any love, but you can at least admit you guys ARE STALKERS



AND



With you guys all on the same week and same show, I definitely feel: what is going on? I think it is creepy. You have succeeded in making me feel like my life is in danger. In this time, I admit, I don't feel as tough as I usually do. I'm not going to be singing along with Travis Tritt, "10 feet tall and bullet proof," (I really do think that way often though)
You are more violently and physically superior.
Bertha has left the building:



I'm hearing you; I'm hearing you. At this point in time, I am anorexic to the literal Kanye and am remaining negligent to his current drama. I can't put up with any of his Prince fits either, but with just the lyrics, I hear you loud and clear:



Kelly, I'm not sure what to think of you. You could either perceive me as Pamela Anderson in wanting to pursuade me to stay watching the show, or you may be trying to run me off as well. I don't know what your intentions are of keeping me informed of some of the predators. I feel the need to stay informed. Because of how Jim comes off, he is the type of enemy that you just don't have to keep that close. He knows who he is. The other guys? Maybe you want curiousity to kill the cat or purposefully doom me. Keeping my eyes opened. How could I be any more damned than I am now?